I'm not really sure if what i had with you was given my complete devotion
But lately I have been thinking..and just looking for a notion
and I find myself thinking of something for you and me
but if only other people could see what I want us to be
maybe people would realize that it isn't easy for me to let go
I let part of you grow to me an I hate when I let my emotions show
it makes me feel weak an foolish
cause slowly our love will deminish
an we will move on from each other slowly
and I will find myself laying all alone wanting someone there to hold me
and what I wished for between us for so long
will seem so stupid and wrong
but letting go isn't easy for me to do
cause I really wanted it to be just us two
and to face the reality that there won't be nothing more
I anger myself because you are the only person I find myself wanting to adore
because you were the person who showed me that there are people that will love me for me
you opened my eyes to the fact there are other people that i may see
but in the end I will continue to find myself thinking of what the two of us could be
and i'm still foolish, because one day you will have a new person in your life
and I won't have you there to make everything feel right.
**I love you David...always good luck in your future an i'm sorry for my parents, they will someday realize that i really loved you**
