Finally realizing

How is it that no matter what I do,
It some how leads me back to you?

I know your all wrong for me,
But its like ill never let go,
I want this love to somehow grow.

Your so cute when you smile I cant look away,
when you hold me in your arms I have no words to say.

Ive been hurt by you before
but there's just so much to adore.

I think about you all day and all night,
I don't think its ever gonna be alright.

Ive loved you for three years and counting
It just took you getting locked up to realize
these rapid feelings.

I hope when I see you again I'm able to say what I feel,
But I guess keeping it in for this long is really going to hold me back.

I can willingly say your my first true love now,
But when its finally time to admit it,
I'm afraid the words wont come out.

I guess Ill just have to hope and pray
until that day.

I love you R.N.T.<3