Still love u

I keep dreamin of u and I don't kno y im suppose 2 b ova u or is that jus another lie another day witout u is a day that its u I miss it shouldn't b this way it waznt suppose 2 end like this I keep goin back 2 pictures as I shed another tear 4 our relationship has ended and its almost been a yr I dream of our gd times as I see ur sparklin face and 4 oncke in my life my smile doesn't seem out of place I waz so angry wen it ended I thought I'd b ok but I jus couldn't erase the past 3yrs away I tried 2 tell myself that I neva really loved u easin my mind wit things that were neva really tru yes we had our fights and no our relationship wasn't ideal but the love we had 4 each other was nuthin short of real I couldn't help but think of u evry time I looked at the stars I'd shed another tear jus knowin that u were so close yet still so far I couldn't help but lose hope jus knowin u were wit him wishin so bad that things could go back 2 the way they were I thought we'd b 2gether 4eva but I guess our 4eva came 2 an end I couldn't stand by and jus simply b ur friend I kept pushin and pushin until 1 day I pushed hard and on that day my heart broke in 2 a million tiny shards I tried 2 glue them back 2gether but u 4eva took a piece a part that I can neva get back because I dnt eva want u 2 release there's a position in my life that only u can fill and tho I keep sayin I dnt love u I kno deep down I do