I didn't do it because I don't love you
Because in reality, I do
I never meant to hurt you
I didn't realize what I was doing to you
I never planned on betraying you
But honestly I didn't think things through
I should have considered us
But I gave into lust
And I hate to say it, but you just weren't enough
I never considered how bad I'd hurt you
I never wanted us to be through
How can I be me without you?
You are my other half, a piece of my soul
The ony thing in my life I knew was mine
But then again, were you ever really?
I never took priority
You completely pushed me to the side
For Brian, for Noah, for Kayla, time after time
I was never truly yours, that's for sure
That's the one thing that hurts the most
Only squeezed me in when you were free
But there you are, missing me
Where am I?
I'm floating high in the sky
Sitting on cloud nine
I hadn't really thought about other guys
Until I realized...
They gave me something you didn't
They spoon fed me attention
Spoiled me with affection
Showered me with hugs and kisses
Appreciated me for all I am and was
Things you constantly failed to do
Do I regret hurting you?
Of course I do
Choices were made and you got burned in the end
So forgive me, Hun, for I have sinned
But I won't beg for mercy
and I won't say please
Because I just wanted you to love me
Not saying it, but meaning it
From the depths of your soul, from the bottom of your heart
But I can't have you in the way that I want
and you couldn't please me
And this is the way things must be.
