Once again the gates have opened.
the red river flows again
i cant stand this life i live in
please save me from myself.
...
once again the tears have fallen
my minds a fog
my hearts a black hole
NUMB.
...
i wish these thoughts
would just come to a stop
but death is on my mind all day
i cant stand it
when i look at my kids i smile
but when theyre not around
my lifes not worth it.
and neither am i
somehow my addiction
you have found your way
right back to me.
