Don't worry about the past that is gone now but if u want to think about it it's not going to be of any help cause u can't change anything only if ur a wizard and can turn time back then go ahead but if not 4get about it and some ppl r going to help if not a spealshilit a friend or a parent but a very good poem it stuck me in the heart cause i pass through that every day of me entire exsistance and ur not alone no1 is