Killing me...

I want you back...
Or maybe I donno...
Something here...
Here for me to show...

Show where you stood.
And where I stand...
Maybe on a rooftop...
To be shown far across this land.

Its January...and its showing...
the pain in my voice...
unmatched to the pain in my heart...
and its growing.

You made me breathless...
once upon a time...
now you're another's
no button to rewind...

I want to die...
But I'm to scared...
I cry in the night..
Cause you're not there...

My words choked and strangled...
and now my body limp and mangled.

I get lost in thought...
its so odd...
I wasn't like this before...
Before you when you were first gone.

Its January...and its killing me...
Cell by cell its eating me...
Chip by chip ...
Not a word from your lips or finger tips...

Validus...its killing me...
You are gone and I cant take it anymore...

Just wait...Ill say...
The end of the month and I'll fade away...
Its killing me...