How Shall I Start The Day

How shall i start the day when theres nothing to look forward to... How shall I start the day when my world was torn apart... How shall I start the day with these memories from that day, that still haunt me... Do you still love me? Or did you at all? How can you throw us away without a worry, with the promise of forever at the begining?... I hate to question, but that's all that I have... I'm tired of hurting... I'm tired of crying... I'm tired from trying my hardest and not getting nowheres (or so it seems)... I'm tired, but im not giving up... My will is still strong... My hope is still here.... My heart is still beating...for you... -Jaymeh