I Wish I Was Your First

I will never be your first kiss.
I will never be your first love.
I'll never be the first to touch

I'll never be the first to feel
I'm not even your first you had *** with
or lost your v-**** to tho i wish it was me...

I'm not your first valentine, first fight,
first teddy bear, or first date i love you so much
tho i just wanted to be your everything first!!!!

I may be your first to carry your child or
I may be the first you will marry
I may be the first one to last forever with you

but it doesn't change thing from the past tho
I know it should stay there.... but
I just can't get it outta my head

These weird dreams I'm having
My mind is telling my one thing
My heart is telling me another

I'm just so darn confused
I wish we would of meant sooner
Then maybe it wouldn't be like tho

I still love you with all my heart.....

I JUST WISH I WAS YOUR FIRST FOR EVERYTHING!!!!