Another sad one, full of regrets. Seems like you should put this person in the past and forget the pain they caused, they don't seem like they are worth the hurt they still cause you emotionally.

Nik
How much pain someone we love can cause us. Very emotion filled piece.
Hope things get better soon.
Great job!
Love Cindy

THere is sadness mixed with pain of not been able to forget the past..your words pierce like needles...touching & I hope you can move past this situatuon..take care