The fool in this game is me, showing and telling you that the feelings and emotions are there, I’ve noticed that you love to feed off my emotions towards you it’s a shame that a man of your age cant even be real with me all I ask for is some honesty and for you to let me know where you see this going because honestly I am tired of the game because that’s what I call this a game, for some one your age you sure don’t know how to act like one in the senesce of you don’t even know what you want in a relationship I mean a lot of men are like that but at least let me know so I don’t need to waste my time with you and I can go on with my life, that’s all I ask for I am truly tired of asking my self why am I putting myself thro this if he cant seem to notice what I am trying to show him or tell him, I know that he has some care feelings but that’s not what I am looking for I am looking for a man to hold me and tell me that I am his, to whisper in my ear and tell me that he loves me for who I am. I don’t ask for much but for a real man, a man that’s going to be there on my lowest days or in my happiest moments, or to be able to be in my life and share all that happens in my present or future. For one day to have the privilege to call him my husband but that’s a little over the top but that’s all I ask for, and if that’s what I cant find in him then all there is to do is go about my business and my life. So with that said and done I am departing from this.
