Dear daddy, I'm Not Your Little Girl Anymore

Hey daddy,
I just wanna say,
I'm 17 this year,
I'm no longer your little girl.

I saw the time when you made mummy cry,
The words you said made me break inside.
Daddy,
I'm not a little girl anymore,
I know more then you give me credit for.

The silent calls in the middle of the nights,
The disappearance of 8 months a year,
Daddy,
I can see and I can hear.
It's all no longer business Trip's or persistent worker's
I know, I know too well.

Daddy,
I'm old enough to drive!
And someday, I wanna be a vet and live with animals.
I'm not your little girl anymore,
I'm sorry how I am capable of seeing through your lies.

I'm sorry I can no longer look up to you with admiration,
I'm sorry I know too much of what you had done.
How long had the affairs been going on behind our backs?
It's alright, no need to explain, I guess I don't wanna understand.

Daddy,
This little girl had grown up to be bitter,
The smiles aren't real anymore,
Laughter aren't sweet anymore.
This is what this family had made me become.
I'm sorry, I truly am.
I'm sorry for the demeaning look I have when I look at you,
I'm sorry how I lock myself in my room, never ever want to come out.

Daddy,
Your little girl had a lot of words she wanna say to you,
But it's been too long, she can't say it anymore.
She turned bitter I guess we had no choice,
Your sin is heavy, I hope you're happy.

Dear daddy,
I'm all grown up,
I'm seeing everything with different eyes,
You made me who I am today,
You have no idea how much tears mummy cried.

My dear daddy,
I hope you're happy now,
After all you had done,
I wish you joy and regret,
I really do..