Ive never loved a boy so much as i loved you, i didnt even knew i had these type of feelings inside me. you awakend me to a new world, a world that seemed so beautiful being by your side. 0nce you left, that world turned gray and boring. All i kould do know is just remininsce on what we had and never will be again. i wish, even though it wont come true, that you could just maybe one day love me just like i love you. i should hate you by now and thats what i want to do but as much as i try i cant. theres nothing left for me to do except maybe just wait, wait and see what the future brings for me. it might, and i hope with my heart, that it brings someone else that doesnt make me suffer.
