God Above

Moving on?
I don't understand.
Was there no meaning
to that wedding band?
I'm sad and depressed
And you're never there
In my eyes it should be simple
to show that you care.
But I was at home
taking care of our kids
while you did your "thing"
Something the bible strictly forbids.
How hard was it
to show me that attention?
But i didn't want to bug you,
why couldn't i just mention?
How I cried myself to sleep
How I felt so unpretty
How I longed to feel your touch
If I had of, would you have heard me?
Now you have a new girl
You say you're so in love
Why weren't my prayers answered
From God above?
But I know now
that scars always heal
I found someone so much better
He helps me to deal.
With the sadness you've caused me
with the life that Ive missed
How could I have known
It could be as great as this?
He listens and he cares
but this ain't some "puppy love"
This man was send from heaven,
A gift from God above.
He's older and wiser
he's funny and smart
he knows all the right things to say
he has the only key to my heart!
I thought my life was over
I thought I'd always feel pain
But i guess its true what they say
no pain, no gain :)
Yea, he loves me for me,
And his parents do too,
You ask why I'm so lucky?
Because.. God gave me you! <3