When I told you I loved you
I didn't lie
I know you won't believe its true
But I still feel the same way you do.
I feel like I am trapped
Down the same hole again
I'm such a horrible person
I don't deserve to be your friend.
I don't deserve to miss you
Because its my fault that your gone
I certainly don't deserve another chance
Its the way my life carries on..
I don't know why I do this
Obviously I have a problem
Honestly I believe
There's no one who can solve them.
My life is such a battle
As you already know..
Most of the time I don't want to go on,
But then I think of my baby girl
And I know I'm the only one she's got
So I keep on holding on
Even though I wanna give up.
So please do understand me
I really do miss you
And I want you to know that
I will always love you.
Please don't take it personally
The issue is in me
I'm glad you never saw what
A monster I can be.
I hope one day we can fix this
When I've fixed myself
Because I know I want to be with you
Above anyone else.
