Nightmares

Sanity in silent confusion
creating this unknown illusion
Independent choice of words
your heart alerts

the illusion of a past
a curse has been cast
your heart dwells in grieve
and your soul is about to leave

the nightmares never disappeared
like shadows, laughed and cheered
a never ending horror
without your mental wound restorer

even though I prepare
I am well aware
that I will never win the fight
the one, when I turn off the light...