Pain In Luv

At one point I hate you
then ten seconds later I love you
why do I always feel like this?
why should I always feel like this?
why should I always have to be in pain?
all these questions run through me head
completely overwhelming every bone in my body
until I can't take it anymore and I collapse
is this a sign?
should I move on or do what my heart says is right
not give up, keep with it and don't give up
but still be heartbroken until it ends
or to move on with life
forget about what we ever had
&& move to someone else
just like you did
I want to pick on but i can't
what is wrong with me
is this what love is supposed to feel like?

............................

nothing will ever be the same
I miss talking to you every minuet of everyday
what we had was true
and I blew it
why can you get over me so fast
but it takes so much power in me
to not think about you each day
seeing you play this game everyday
always winning the girls heart and only giving half back
i have probably cried buckets of tears for you
but you haven't shed one
shows how much you truly care
i hope one day you feel what I feel
heartbroken and hurt
seeing the one you love with someone else
kissing and hugging right in front of you
not sure if its to make you jealous
or because she forgot about you
so thanks for playing the game with me
YOU WIN!