What makes me love you?

We have been friends forever
why do i love you now
how can i tell you how i feel
its becoming hard to talk to you
i cant even look at you without smiling
when we were young i thought boys were gross
now you are where my affection is pointed
i fear to tell you how i feel
would it ruin the friendship we have
i need answers to my questions
i search and search for ways to get over you
but its nearly impossible