Dying Heart

You took it,
threw it away,
stomped at it a couple of times,
ripped it apart,
glue it together
and did it all over
from the start..

The color was red,
you saw a pen,
took it,
colored it joyfully
with black
from the front to the back..

It was in one piece,
but you needed to show your strength,
thousand pieces
smashed all over you
where is it?
can't find the last..

You didn't like how it looked like,
so you cut it in half,
threw away one side
turned upside down on the other one
colored it blue,
made it look like a tear drop
falling..

Erasing what you did,
just to start all over again,
but this time
you added more pain
to the already hurting vein..