One wish

It kills me.
every second of everyday to know that I'll always be second best.
and that i was never what you first wanted
all the moments we spend together seem magical,
but at one point or another i start to wonder
as i look into your eyes i cant help but see
your pain and deep down inside i know you'll never forget her
past,present, or future
she'll always be the on you truly love
i wish it could be me and that all we have could seem sincere
saying goodbye now has never seemed so difficult until now
i.love.you.