My Regret Is Haunting Me

My regret is haunting me
I gave up on you a few days ago
But it's just haunting me

I know I said I wouldn't give up
But i did
That is my awful regret

Because that is not me
I don't give up
But something came over me

That made me give up
I'm not sure I'll ever get you back
I miss you...I love you

I am the one
And I understand how hard
...hard it is to believe that

I didn't fall for you because of your looks
I fell in Love with you....
For you....

And right now...
I'm wondering
If maybe someday

It will be you and me
Just you and me
Will be together again

I know my mistake cost us
I know I'm tired and I'm weak
I know that you despise me

But I also know these 3 important facts
That, even if you despise me
Will open your eyes...even the slightest bit

I know you Love me
I know I love you
and I know the only reason I'm strong...is you

But even my strength
Soul, Will & Sanity
Won't be the slightest bit of enough

To open your eyes completely
To make you realize
To make you understand

That I do Love you
I mean it
I really do....

I Love you.... <3~