What brings me ultimate joy

What brings me ultimate joy
is that which i cease to regain

what brings me ultimate joy
is what her heart will of never refrain

not money not power not futile desires of worldly men
but the joyful suffering flowing from the tip of my colourless pen

YOU, what brings me ultimate joy,
now leaves me hollow and reflects all that my destiny lack

from reality,
captivated into fool's paradise dwelling on fabrication
that inevitably you will look back