(this is mostly my thoughts on a 5 year relationship that i am in and the feelings i have accumulated, and how i think i want out)
You think you know someone and then it falls apart
Life has no meaning after thats
The feelings that grew over the years, the sweet loving feelings have taken a few steps back
They are just about nonexistent
You have loved me and have wanted me, but recently it has changed
You have a problem with balancing emotion and caring for another
We have both grown to hate each other a little more each day rather than love each other a little more
I don't think I can do this anymore
I have given too much to be feeling that what I have given has gone to waste
I want more
You have very little ambition in my eyes
I made a mistake with believing that I could handle the pressure of a home and a family
I guess I'm not ready
I should have thought it through
I was young and sheltered and never experienced how it was like to support me alone
I need that chance again
I'm going to be selfish for once
I don't think about what I want anymore
I have a problem I don't know myself
I don't know what my favorite thing to do, or what music is the best for me
I have no answer
I don't need another person to worry about me anymore
I want to worry about me and only me as you do want the same for yourself
no more sadness, no more hatred, and no more love
Love is just another 4 letter word
I don't want to know the meaning anymore
I can't do this anymore
I want to start my life over the way I came in alone
I want to be able to look out side and notice how nice it is outside rather than worry about getting home on time or think there is still a few days till I get my check to pay bills I'm quitting on you
It's over
No more trying to fix it, no more we can make it through
If it doesn't work out it will never work out
I am convinced
I am naive; I tried to convince myself I could do this, but in the end I made mistakes
If I can't complete a simple task, what makes me believe I can handle a household?
This is mostly my fault, for not considering what I was capable of rather than believing since I'm attracted to the idea of family and adulthood, how hard it was
I don't need anyone right now
I need myself first before I can ever accept someone in my life
My apology isn't enough under these circumstances
It's just time to move on and figure out what is best for you
