If you were mine

Erasing you from my mind, or atleast that special part of it was my priority. But each time i tried, the more i fed my desire. So i'm done fighting, so weak and hopeless. Patiently awaiting these thoughts to drive me to insanity cause i can't help but wonder how things would be if you were mine. Visualising now and again the walks through the park, the kisses as the sunsets, staring through your eyes and failing to comprehend how i deserve you in my life and even the cold lonely nights after an unresolved argument but hopeful to kiss and make up on the day ahead. All these thoughts of you and me, of what we could have had and shared....if you were mine....someday you will be.