Last Six First Letters

by Lovelust   Sep 4, 2011


It must be a miracle that,
Today at this very moment, my heart
Shouts at the top of my very lungs, The Last Six First Letters

Only if i was always intoxicated with alcohol
Never shall i cower and in fear shall i ever be again enthralled
Loving you was the only mystery in my HOWs and WHYs
Yet, i jut did and i still do, i swear in my quivering and lying eyes

Yes how i wish i wrote this first letter in the last six minutes ago for..
Over the last six seconds, im thinking of pulling back, running away because i feel...
Undeserving, a loser, coward and weak compare to others and to the third three first letters...

when you are sad and depressed, i wish google would tell me where you are in its maP
so that i will be the one who comforts you, buys you ice cream and a starbucks frappe; talL
but everyone seems to be against me and i dont know if its only mE
and to hold your hand for eternity as a luxury is my only pleA
and even if i say that i wrote this in deep solitude, it doesnt even matter to you; misS
im in the fourth paragraph, and im begging you The Fourth Six Last letters seE?!

God as my witness and savior i swear
I smile whenever you are in my mind and daydreams
Vainglorious sensation, or is it insanity that i bear
Ecce ex Deo sufra! you were sent and i find my self unbeseeming

Mortified by the facts and Rumors, i remain silent till today
End of story. that was The Sixth First Two Letters last 6 hours ago.

Alas! if the Second First Three Letters miracle came down from the heavens and bless this journey of mine...

Coins has been tossed
He had long passed His judgement
Augmented in fear, silenced
Now feelings juvenescent just like looking in a kaleidoscope
Eternity, i wonder if its with you it'd be rather spent.

Tonight, i may leave you with a question mark as you read this
Overwhelmed i am, if you got buy this far getting every word of this paper piece

Crude, all has been spilled as i get closer and closer
Over-wrought, as i try with every bit of myself trying to give this to you
Undistinguishable, the emotions blending over my poker face
Reliving all from the start would let me pop an artery
The Tenth Five First Letters -ING you, is somewhat heavenly

Yearning from your smiles (is it really your smiles?)
Obscure personality, what a lovely sight to see (even if you are 3 miles away from me)
Undescribable, is the word befitting in a world without The Eleventh Three Letters.

A fine lady full of amenities
Unreplaceable, there is none other but you
Bask just like the sun rising when it is time to set
Rubric of this malefice
Epiphanic, as if im elusional as i stare at you
Yeah, the Last Six First Letters, it was definitely you.

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