It didnt mean much to me I was just an average girl with a low self esteem and like every other girl out there I let love in and it changed me forever. The word love itself has always been a mystery, they say that love consumes you and takes over your soul, I never knew just how true that was, not until I met him.His name was Christian genao, it was a hot summer day and school was finally over,I remember the way he shone; his sun-baked, honey-bread golden skin, his emerald bright eyes, his candy-apple red, turned up lips. Not even the sky could box him in. I could see nothing but his eyes. They swallowed me whole, sticky breath and all. I was digested by his presence.
I was only 14 at the time, some say at that age your old enough to know better but young enough to not really care. He was two years older, we spoke several times on the phone. It seemed fate had finally gave in and something inside me was beginning to grow, his voice always made me feel so secure. Weeks passed by and we grew closer. We became attached we were inSeperable atleast in my [Mind] we were. it felt like nothing or no one in the world could break us apart.I felt like Superwoman & for a little while, It was excruciating. Little did I know that was only the beginning of my worries. Some time had passed and i spent every moment with him & when I couldn't he was all I could think about It wasn't until one night in July he asked me to stay with him and I couldnt say yes fast enough. All I had to do now was to lie, sneak out before any one started to suspect I might be lying And just like that I was gone.
In the cab staring out the window with nothing but butterflies Fluttering in my stomach, surrounding the insides of my gut.As we reached our destination I was terrified. It had felt as if my heart had sank and I couldnt speak. It was at that same moment when I saw him. There he was standing in front of my cab door. Waiting for me. He quickly grabbed a hold of me and gave me a huge bear hug, I felt like all the blood had stopped flowing through me. But something inside me wouldnt let me speak. I simply smiled and we kissed.
I followed him into the building and up a couple flight of stairs. Until we had finally reached the door. We went inside and closed the door behind us.
That was the day I let love in and it changed me. Forever..
