For almost 8 years having kyle as our son, only now we got decided to have another one. Maybe this is the right time & we're ready! Of course before we made you, i make sure I'm physically okay...month of December i already prepared myself, regularly visit my OB in Makati Med, so everything is well-planned. I took Fertility Medicine prescribed by my OB, eat healthy foods and viola.....God granted our prayers!
March 5, 2010, just to make sure, i took pregnancy test & its positive! I'm Pregnant!!!....No words can describe how happy we are to know that you are already in mommy's tummy. Your a blessing to us!
My first 2 months carrying you is easy, i can eat what i want, i eat lots of fruits & vegetables to make sure your going to be healthy, took lots of vitamins & make sure not even once to miss it. On the 3rd month, i now experienced the hardship of being pregnant...i always felt dizzy, cant eat, only bread the whole day, cant take anmum....& the non-stop vomiting! Your daddy is already worried because everything i eat i throw-up, that results to dehydration thats why i was confined @ UDMC to feel better & of course to save you.
Hardship continues till my 7 months, not only experiencing the continuous vomiting, headache that wont quit, stress from the office, tiredness, & to have a cough that i know can possibly affect your growth. At first i tried to heal it naturally because i don't want to take any antibiotics or cough meds. But its getting worse, even my heart is melting, i need to take meds to get rid of the cough that might affect you sooner if i wont take it.
At 8 mos. your still tiny, your weight is not equivalent to the months i am, your only 3 lbs. & 11 ounce....mom & dad are so worried, i need to eat more, plus my cervix is already opened at 1.5cm so i stop reporting in the office to take care of you. I dont want you to become pre-mature when you come out. I am at bed-rest, only allowed to get up when going to the bathroom, my back is already aching for the days i was only lying in the bed, i cried due to pain but its for you baby that's why i can endure the pains. I need to be strong, & praying i can make you to grow more. My determination is at its highest to gain more, for you Chace!
For all the hardship of being pregnant that i am experiencing, my body is already giving up but my mind & heart will not quit because i know all the hardship is worth it for this baby. Even i cried many times, i can endure all the pain just because i carry you inside me, im your mother & i love you so much! I will do everything to protect you by all means.
Trials...so many trials also come in our way while having you inside me. I tried not to get affected coz i know you will suffer also with what i will feel. With much love of your daddy, he's the one who carry on into his shoulder ALL the pain & burden. And at the same time he give mommy strength, daddy said " let me be the one who find solution to our problems, just think of yourself & chace!" Also your kuya Kyle never fails to give us love & care to keep me strong.
Having strong faith in GOD, that keep us going! That everything will be okay sooner....also thankful for all the people who helped us in time of trials! And of course, you Chace is the one who give us strength, our LOVE for you is enough strength for us to hold on. Kuya KYLE & you CHACE is the most precious gift/blessing we received from GOD!
Now that your appearance is nearly coming....Mommy, Daddy & Kuya Kyle is already excited to see you & to hold you in our arms. Your still in mommy's tummy but the JOY & LOVE you cause us is so much, what more when your already here. We're so blessed to have a FAMILY with so much LOVE to each other, enough reason to be thankful & trials will just keep us strong!
