I am stonger now.

My dreams live within my soul,
My hurt and anguish make me whole,
I live a life without no fear,
Except for death coming near,
I lie awake with thoughts within,
With questions i ask but never win,
My heart my soul drive me on,
But the reasons why are always wrong,
I laugh in time to keep me alive,
I push myself my heart must drive,
I hear my thoughts in my mind,
I ignore my love it makes me blind,
I am but one man just with one smile,
But its been lost for a long while,
It's time i realised what life's about,
And stop this pain before i scream and shout,
I had one love but now shes gone,
So i best pick up my chin and carry on,
I am stronger now.