Pain

My heart stops and shatters
I don't want to think about you
When I know your the reason why
Your in my mind and in my heart
I don't want it to be
But who am I to tell it how to feel
I love you as I know you don't see me
The pieces so close to being again
Then again this is life
You love and you loose...
But why'd I have to loose the one I truly needed
You were mine
And now your gone
I've lost my line to the real world...
Now I have to watch it all pass me by
Watch you come and go
And watch my heart shatter again and again
As it keeps replaying
Being scared and praying
I love you always and forever!!!!!