LifeTime :s:

The lifetime doorway,
is currently closed.
But hopefully one day
I will see that other side.
Leading to the rest of my life,
with beautiful children
and a wonderful housewife.
To a Man I will call my husband.
I will be living my dream,
from such a young age.
Life is as fast as a lightning beam.
Dreams to be a famous writer of...
A fancy thing called poetry.
I can do it in a heartbeat,
or as slow as a growing tree.
You mustn't call me delusional.
That word is displeasing,
it does not excite me.
In fact it gets me blazing.
Yet, it tickles you.
Disgusting! If I must say,
why think I am insane?
Listen to me if you may.
My plan... only me.
Just listen!
No more mommy,
no more wife.
is it understood?
No? I'll explain more.
They will be gone for good.
Stay for a while?
...I have a thought.
That I am going to tell.
my mind brought,
a second dream.
Listen! I'm not mad! (crazy or insane)
Needs for loneliness.
I will start to get sad.
I will need them gone.
My family I will love.
Will vanish.
Somewhere above,
and on ground.
Where? You wonder.
SHHHH! In my house.
Inside of under?
Say I'm no crazy.
Okay, built inside.
Where we can't see.
Between me and the world.
I will move after that.
After the five bodies are gone.
The house where secrets lie at.
Twenty years later...
The secret worldwide.
About bones in walls.
I am now hiding away from everything.
Remembering the night I murdered.
Not one noise, no fighting.
Only my racing heartbeat.
Come find me? Good luck.
You think I'm scared.
You'll only get stuck.
Get me. Find me. Now.

-Inspiration by Edger Allen Poe <3-