True feeling

Im in unbelievable pain and as I write
I threaten tears to not fall
Not to slide down my face,
a face you once loved

Not for me to think even harder
As to why do you have to hurt me
Cheating on me in a bed as ours
Lying to me why must you do it

I love you beyond lovin you
Im the one for you but to you
Im not im just....i dont know
Im confused and you.make
Matters worst