I lay down on the street watching the sky but not being able to see.
The rain pouring down upon my face freezing me within.I can't even remember the last time we talked..
It seems to long to remember..
I'm cold and empty without you.
I'm falling apart piece by piece trying to keep myself together.
People keep telling me "it's gonna be alright"
But is it?
I feel I have no hope left.
If you're not in my life then why am I here?
It makes no sense anymore.
I'm crying but you wouldn't be able to tell not because of the rain but because you wouldn't care.
I wish you were here for these last moments.
I want you to know that I loved you only and forever.
Even as I lay here wondering what will happen, what you'll say, what you'll think of me.
I still continue to think did you ever love me? Do you even love me?
What questions that harden my heart.
I feel the hole ripping through my heart again.
I want it all to end and fast so I don't explode painfully.
My heart flutters.
I heart the sounds of tires splashing through the rain puddles.
I quietly whisper your name..
I see headlights..
I'm Gone.
