I gave him everything!!

For five years I've lived a life of pain and trails,
I wish he would see all hes done to hurt me,
Parts hes blind, Parts he sees,
But you can never change a man its up to the man,
I gave him everything and I mean everything,
I even gave him a handsome little baby boy,
But Ive taken care of him all on my own,
All I asked for was love and respect,
But yet got walked on lied to hurt day in and out,
Yet I sit here still thinking of him,
Loving him after all he has done to me!
I don't understand but its there and true.

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