I'm just a girl in love

Wishing for the never, hoping for a special moment, Hoping to just give in, though, has it even crossed your mind? If I was the aspect of your day, my life then would be complete. The center of my attention, you distract me from the rest of the world: you are my getaway; the way of escape from the mess. I dream and dream of all the different possibilities, reliving every moment, although it all stays stored inside, afraid and impossible to release. If the spark of conversation was from you, I would not have to hope, it would be done, and that would be it; The unanswered questions causes difficulties, your thoughts completely unaware of the way I feel. Something we could be, if you do notice me. The long shot from now, you conceive and steal away my images with anyone else, you take over the limelight, yet I hide it away. How is it you do, with your quirky but luring person of self? I say how do you do it; am I the only one who notices it? Am I the only one with these emotions? How could you not feel the same way; maybe I am the fall-too-fast-love-too-deep kind of being, maybe I am scared, and for sure am I uneducated and unaware of how to love. Yes we are mutual, yeah, we discuss, but no, you do not know; I mask away my feel, hiding and locking it somewhere safe. Never to be published, my thoughts are my safe haven, my responsibilities to have care for; If only you knew, how would you change. I am way too unanswered and unsure, and yes this may be wrong, but what do I know? Everything of mine wants yours, everything relates. My calm heartbeat spikes instantly in your spite, my heart seems to grow, grow, grow. But then again, I am just a kid, just a girl, what do I know? Our common makes me feel even more, our long discussions, your seem of interest, but please, I have one question: am I the only one receiving this connection, or is it better with others? I am just one, and I am sure of it that there are many others. The way you order, your humor, everything a list could not contain; You are my first, I may be head over, but that could not stop me. Trying to stop this is harder than I think, tears brew when I can relate, When you go first it makes it easier, a condolence to my day, your questions, your everything. How eye contact is hatred, how seeing you with others is murder, how missing is common, but how I see we are just friends, and there will be better friends. The tone of calling my name wins the prize; I melt faster than one on the sun; I have never had such a feeling, never have I written, thought, and never had all the songs made sense, I find more and more in context. But is this an obsession? I am truly sure that it is a new concept I have yet to discover. The crossing of me in your mind may be true, but not along the same rules, we are purely and truly on different sides. How would it be if your mind matched mine? If the fantasy of this came true? Great, I would believe, indescribable, yet, shy, enabled to spill everything, and to unguarded my protected imaginative mind; my secrets all answered. Math is still fresh, but I feel like I have belonged to you for almost forever; I try, I promise, yet it never turns out the way I wanted, but as I say, I do try. The spark will go away, maybe, but maybe never? Will it stay? Or will I move on like life usually does, but who ever said this feeling would end? All that I know is for now I am lost, and with you I truly am found; I think you may be the one. But who knows. I am only a girl in love.