Dont know anymore..

Don't you dare ask me
about my day..or
about the burden sticking
over my breaths, the black
spots around my eyes

no, never...
never have I been good
nor will I ever be.
My life is such a clueless
knot that is striving
to untie

I know, I'm making no
sense. My verses are
such a mess, I am crunching
my pride, I am dregs,
I am trash...

I am in need of real love.

Don't you dare ask me
about my life, how things
are going on my side
For I won't answer you,
I'll only nod my head with
disgrace, hinting at the
blame everyone just
hurled upon me

no, never...
never have I been Juliet
nor will someone ever spray
petals on my chest, for
I'm nothing but a parentless
dream, I am a sunless
reverie...

I am in a desperate need
of whatever called love.