I don't know when it started to fall apart.
When the crisp clouds toppled as hot drops of pain acridly pinching my bare heart.
When my life hurled its faith like a deciduous tree shedding its leaves in one winter night.
Because of nothing but just a lie; I loved, I laughed, I cried.
I burnt my tears with a disguised smile as I scattered the white ash of my dream and everything I thought was right in my life .
In the corner of reality, I left the stories you once made me live, the memories that have never been from the past.
For our distant fate, I plant a jade thorn of surrender on the broken hubris of non-existent love.
How I end up compromising my prejudice to let the lies hypocritically within kept and never tell the truth about it.
How I could lust for a smile hiding behind the other side of the sun.
How I could believe that my inaudible words, unseen passion would whisper a rhymed poem in your ears.
That my transparent kisses would be wafted through the air and senselessly caress your cheeks before you fall a sleep.
How the crescent moon could witness the joy you cause to my soul, my vigilant wait every night till dawn..
just to see that light which reflects your sparkling smile on the waves of my nights.
How I could say that I feel you next to me while you are a star far away from my sight
I remember the warmth of your touch once I snuggled up to your heart like a rose bud muffled by the coy wings of a butterfly but cold silence is what i hear when you're no longer there and I'm no longer here.
I've seen you in front of my eyes I smiled to you , I loved you, I hugged you, I laughed ,I cried .
We have been together for a time but you haven't felt it the way I did ; for you were the big lie, something I subliminally believed belongs to mine.
