A sonnet by first

You laying next to me your heart i feel
i can't though see what just life would seem
some day you'll find our love hard to deal
somehow the love of us a hopeless dream
it is my heart my soul the life i told
ofcourse i'll see you to me are rare
give me your trust thee my heart will hold
the first i saw you got gripped by snare
i see the birds in sky so high and free
until we see again hope it won't take long
i tried so hard express my love to thee
all words i know no one enough so strong
i feel our ways end up soon some day
I'm not yet ready to let you go away