How you changed so suddenly,
As if you weren't the same person anymore,
The one that used to make pleasant promises.
How you changed, I have no idea,
As if you weren't the same person anymore,
The one that used to speak of dying for the sake of love.
if I didn't have your letters,
I would have suspected of myself,
That maybe I was mistaken.
If I didn't have your poems,
I would have gotten it out of my head.
I would not have believed your eyes.
It's such a shame.
It's such a shame that this is reality.
It's the same whether I die or stay,
For you, there is no difference.
The years have been forgotten,
Our song has been lost altogether.
It's the same whether you leave or come back,
There is no difference for me.
It's as if it's been long forgotten,
A sob in my throat,
The mutiny that is destroying my heart
Is growing and swelling.
As if in a sudden and unexpected storm,
I am being thrown about
Like a dry leaf.
I know it's not fate.
I alone dug this grave for myself,
With my own hands.
To die and disappear is not a gift,
Come and explain this
To my intensely aching heart.
It's a shame there's no way to return to the past
