Sky turns grayer every day
nothing to look forward to
never look forward
live in the past
never forget
mourn the loss, let out the pain
razors, glass, almost anything cuts
red down your arm, down your face, everywhere
tears slowly roll down your cheeks
she smiles for a minute
you almost felt happy
but then you fell,
fell back down to the cold, hard, gray world
the sky is grayer every day
you stand
walk to the bench
she is there
waiting
sit next to her
never forget her
she is yours
your memory
your cold sister, the past
she is your sister
your brother future?
you killed him long ago
gone forever
can't remember
erased like the others
this sky gets grayer every passing day
tears again
can't hold back
she laughs
you cry
you kill her too
high pitched scream...silence
the present?
no longer exists
you fall
deep
cold wind
darkness
no courage left to scream
falling, falling
endless darkness
sky seems to be grayer every day
small damp space
no way out
blood-chilling whispers
you jump
no one is there
little brother approaches you
short embrace
he isn't there
doubt yourself
find a piece of glass
soon your arm is dripping red, not red enough
the sky continues to grow grayer and grayer until it's black
you pause
frozen
drop the glass
the blood stops flowing
your heart stops beating
fallen on the ground
no tears, no screams, no warnings
just a distant chuckle in the sour wind
