Could I Be Happy?

Forget the lies,
forget everything that I say.

They are all lies.

All simple words
that I used to betray you.

No, I'm not sorry.
I'm not sorry that I told you I was okay.

That I told you I was happy for you.

I never was happy.

I have been living on the edge
of breaking down for the past two years.

No I am okay, and I'm not lying.

You found a new girl, she is beautiful.
I'm happy that your happy.

Happy seems to be my favorite word, nowadays.

I'm going to tell you the honest truth
that I have been denying for so long.

The words I never thought I'd speak.

I miss you.

I miss you like hell.

Yes, I want you back.
Yes, I still love you.

Although, I'm happy for you.

Your happiness makes me happy.

I would be crushed for you
if she broke your heart like you broke mine.

I would not be happy.

For now, I am happy.

And I know, One day
you will wake up and realize
I loved you all along.