A quick step back in the past

I touch my heart , to make sure it still beats

I breath slowly... the air is full of tears from the past

I thought i wipped them away, to never see them again, but they just come
right back.

I smile, make sure it looks real.. tss i mean real nice (shh dont tell)

i ask God "why do you let me see another day..

After, all the things i did, done, && said "

Sometimes i think deserve to be dead, but he doesnt think so

The coldness hugs me, as i search thru my past, and look back. and in there..

I hear crying,I see tears, and feel pain, Darkness trys to swallow me, starting from my feet,

It almost reached my heart, but god watches me

so he grabs me, out of that dream, before i fall way to deep