Monster inside my mind

These evil thoughts come to life at night
my mind telling me all that is wrong
just feels so right

the monster in my mind comes alive
chasing out the life
thoughts buzzing like angry bees in a hive

i tried so hard to keep them away
but they put up a good fight
and in the end decided to stay

i think of all the bad things in life
like the demonds at war
like a man killing his beautiful wife

these thoughts have a mind of there own
i learned to except them
leaving all good in the hands of the unknown