I hate you for never being there

Hurting pain
You dont see me bleed

Memory lane
Your in the lead

You helped me fall
When i needed structure

You let me down
When i needed a father

I thought you cared about all my tears
But then everytime you wouldnt get near

I told you i hated you
But you didnt understand

Well i guess you didnt know
That im aware you will never be a real man

You think you can hide
But i already know

Ive seen you places
Where you should never go

You think you did right
But you did such wrong

You decided to trip out
Instead of coming home

You decided it was better
For me to be alone

You left me with such fear
And i let you hurt me too

I thought you'd be a father
But you never meant the "i love you"