Drug Named YOU!

I know that I still love you,
But I deny and with myself I argue.

I tell that I hate you and have forgotten you now,
I want to do it badly but tell me how.

My heart still skips its beat,
When I hear your name I defeat.

Blush spreads across my cheeks,
But to hide it I squeak.

I can fool others but how myself?
I have become staid from elf.

Without your permission I made you mine,
Which gave me the feelings that I can't define.

Every time I saw you it gave me butterflies,
But now that I see you those butterflies dies.

I don't want to see you anymore,
So that I can forget you from core.

I wish I could easily erase you from my life,
And draw my own hand lines of happiness by knife.

Hope that I could forget you soon,
And my life could come back to its right tune.

But deep within I know its not true,
I am addicted to the drug named YOU.