Boundless Pain

How can I be such a fool?
I keep holding on even if u r cruel.

I loved you with all my heart.
But you made me fall apart.

Those all promises you made were fake.
Remembering them makes my heart ache.

Was it just a game for you?
Making my colorful world blue.

You broke my heart into pieces.
Burning all my dreams into ashes.

My tear fall into unknown place.
Leaving behind my love's trace.

I used to sing and dance in my dream.
But now all I can do is sit and scream.

My dreamland is now scattered.
Once happy and pink is now ruptured.

I don't know what to do now.
I want to end my life if God allow.

Because life without you is nothing to me.
I never knew I can be so clumsy.

Here I sit and talk to darkness.
Suffering my pain which is boundless.