No point of living for me

What the point of living
If i always make a bad choice
Whats the point of living
If i always do bad things
Sometimes i think god made a big mistake
Sometimes i think my parents even made a big mistake
My brother always says i am a screw up
I actually believe him
My dad hates me
I don't blame him
My brother hates me
I don't blame him
Most people at school hate me
I don't blame them
So what the point of living
If you are a lazy annoying stupid screw up
What the point of living
If you are not even going to get anywhere in life
I ask the question everyday
I just hate living on earth because i hate my life
So if someone wants to kill me i would say just do it
Because i dont care about my life
And there is not point of living on earth