In my blue memory

The fate enjoys having fun of me; im the one it can abash
now i cant escape im living in my past
youre the one that i adore
im hiding in my future

how can i continue to my journey?
if i cant accept the reality
youre not really for me
i cant run away from this adversity

everyday, im asking myself if im still okay
youre the one that i need, but youre so far away
now i need you here
my heart you make it tear

im suffering alone in this loneliness
now, im looking for my gladness
this feeling that i have for you
now i know, it makes me blue

(R2R)

i love this friend of mine
someone who wil never be mine
loneliness is just a prime
my loneliness is like a crime