HOW I WISH!

How I wish u are here,
How I wish I am there,

how I wish I could hold u in my arms right now and tell u that I care,
I just wish I could look into ur eyes right now and call u my dear,

U are my strenght, u are my fear,
And I just wish u could look straight into my heart right now and u could see u are there,

U are the secret I can't hide,
The impulse I can't forget.

U are my heart very voice,
The one I can't neglect.

U are that feelings in me,
Beating heavily in my left side chest.

U are the voice that I heard,
When everywhere is silent.

U are the one that I see,
When the dark turn to darkest.

Intentionally I see
but obsessionally I feel,

maybe the day is coming that exceptionally I'll kneel,
holding ur tender hand while ur smile will delay u from talking.

I'll cos u no tears
make u feel no fear.

U could feel I'm scared
cos if I lose my angel right now
heaven know it won't be fair.

I'm putting my right hand on my chest here:
to be faithful, caring and honest,
to stand by u with all my strenght,
to defend what we shared,
and uphold our feelings, our passion,
so help me LOVE...