Boy.you.can't.kill.a.liar

I reach for his hand, to lead the way.

Of course he'll do it, he's drunk again.

My stomach found a way to make me feel sick one more time.

Should I be doing this?

Such a stupid question.

My hands shake as i head for his belt.

What a cheap night this turned out to be.

His breathing starts to get faster and harder as i proceed.

I cant help but laugh.

How easy it is to turn this little boy on.

As i slide my pants down to my ankles,

i see the look on his face.

He's scared.

"Don't worry baby, i know what i'm doing"

i say as he tries to be oh so sweet planting those soft kisses on my neck.

I cant help but turn away

i dont want this.

I'm not getting attached this time.

so i fake a smile and press my hips harder and harder into his.

Sweetie, im the best.

the best you've had

the best you'll ever have.

and to think Honey, you had me

you think you do tonight

but, tonight i'm the liar

Tonight i'm the seductive [w h o r e] that doesnt care about

You.