How I wish I had somebody by my side.
Someone to hold me, kiss me, touch me and to tell me that they love me.
But I feel that I will be alone for the rest of my life.
I feel that no one will ever love me.
I want to love again and be loved. I want to have a family.
I have my children but I am still missing my other part.
Am I that ugly or weird for me not to be loved.
Or am I to complicated to deal with.
I don't understand.
What's wrong with me.
Why can't I be loved?
I hope one day I can find that special man that I have been waiting for.
Or he can find me, since so far I haven't had any luck.
